\n\u201e\u00cenc\u0103 de mic\u0103, am fost \u00eenv\u0103\u0163at\u0103 s\u0103 \u0163in cont de p\u0103rerea tuturor, s\u0103 \u00eencerc s\u0103 nu gre\u015fesc nim\u0103nui cu nimic, s\u0103 fiu respectuoas\u0103 \u015fi corect\u0103.<\/p>\n
\nRela\u0163ia cu p\u0103rin\u0163ii a fost minunat\u0103 \u00een copil\u0103rie \u015fi digerabil\u0103 \u00een adolescen\u0163\u0103 \u015fi tinere\u0163e.<\/p>\n
\nMereu mi-au spus ce s\u0103 fac \u015fi ce este bine pentru mine, \u00eens\u0103, odat\u0103 cu \u00eenaintarea \u00een v\u00e2rst\u0103, am ajuns s\u0103 m\u0103 simt din ce \u00een ce mai r\u0103u, mai singur\u0103, mai ab\u0103tut\u0103 \u015fi lipsit\u0103 de dorin\u0163a de a mai face ceva.<\/p>\n
\nA\u015fa am ajuns s\u0103 apelez la psihoterapie. Nu \u00een\u0163elegeam de ce aveam tendin\u0163a de a vedea totul \u00een negru, de ce nu m\u0103 mai mul\u0163umea nimic, cu toate c\u0103, din perspectiva celor care m\u0103 cuno\u015fteau, aveam tot ce \u00eemi trebuie.<\/p>\n
\nPe de alt\u0103 parte, ai mei erau foarte nemul\u0163umi\u0163i de mine, cu toate c\u0103 nu lipseam la mesele de weekend, \u00eei ajutam la cump\u0103r\u0103turi, m\u0103 \u00eengrijeam de nevoile lor de s\u0103n\u0103tate, dar le eram \u015fi un soi de entertainer. Luam bilete la film, la spectacole de teatru \u015fi concerte, unde mergeam \u00eempreun\u0103.<\/p>\n
\nPrimul lucru de care mi-am dat seama, dup\u0103 \u00eenceperea terapiei, a fost faptul c\u0103 pentru p\u0103rin\u0163ii mei eram \u00eenc\u0103 un copil model, \u00eens\u0103 la v\u00e2rsta mea \u00eenc\u0103 nu \u00eenv\u0103\u0163asem s\u0103 am grij\u0103 \u015fi de mine, de nevoile mele. Chiar dac\u0103 \u00eemi repro\u015fau faptul c\u0103 nu am o rela\u0163ie, \u00eemi creaser\u0103 at\u00e2t de multe obliga\u0163ii, \u00eenc\u00e2t, practic, nu mai aveam timp de mine.<\/p>\n